Introduction After I sold all my possessions and gave the money to the poor in Nkqubela they decided they will give me a place to stay. And I am staying in this house now of Titi and Richard and Ronaldo and Padada and Tuku and Bano. And sometimes Anna is also staying here. So I assist them in their lives as a Mother where a Mother can not be paid to be a Mother. She is "too expensive' and her worth can not be measured in money. Our present situation looks like this. And our present situation in our relationship looks like this. Where it shows the difference when you believe God died for your sins and where you just know about it but has not yet entered the Reality of it. Because you still get angry and offended etc. While those believing there is no more sin are always Joyful and Peaceful and Full of Forgiveness because they exist in Grace. Richard/Mashablan In this situation Richard applied for a firearm...